Shortly after we began dating, he told me he was into chastity and denial kink… I was iffy about it. I thought we were dirty enough with that adult discipline thing we had going on. He set a loose schedule and chore list for me, and any errors ended in a spanking. I didn’t mind being nude around the house, even when he was in clothed. We were balanced. Every once in a while he’d bring the chastity thing up, or show me a photo he found online. I usually deferred. I liked being able to masturbate when I wanted, I liked to cum when we fooled around. That was the best part!
After two years, he still hadn’t let it go. I ended up finding an Xtube channel involving a guy locked up, so I messaged him. We ended up talking a lot, he patiently answered all my questions. At the end, he said he’d loan me an extra device that was too small for him since it’d seem it’d fit me. I sent him a deposit over Paypal and he mailed it the next day.
When my boyfriend’s birthday came, I greeted him in the morning like this. His jaw completely dropped. I was nervous and a bit uncomfortable, but he loved me like this. He couldn’t stop touching me. “Oh baby..” he kept murmuring, “You locked yourself up for me.”
"It’s a birthday gift," I explained, "It’s on loan."
"You planned this." He traced his fingers over my testicles until I shuddered and squirmed.
"…I …I thought it’d be worth an experiment…"
He licked his lip, his eyes glassing over, “I want you… let’s go upstairs.”
"But your work!"
"I never take a sick day, I can afford to be late."
We spent the morning having intense sex, which just made me hornier and hornier since I couldn’t cum. I begged him for permission to unlock, but he’d just shush me and thrust deeper into my ass. When he finally had to leave, he instructed me to leave it locked What. How? I couldn’t go to school leaking like this! There was a look on his face I’d never seen before. “You’ll do it, or you’re going to get a spanking.” I had to obey.
After work that night, he was still completely insatiable. When his cock was too sore to fuck me, he would tease me with a vibrating wand and play with the strings of pre-cum. This was definitely the kinkiest thing we’d ever done. I needed to cum though, so I unlocked it against his wishes and he finished me off with a blowjob.
I took the device into the bathroom, washed it, took a shower, then passed out in bed. He slept snuggled up behind me, one hand over my crotch like always.
I woke up the next morning to a click. I opened my eyes and looked down to see the chastity device back on my cock, “What - What are you doing?” I asked. It dawned on me that foolishly left everything on the bathroom counter the night before to dry…completely in his reach.
"I think you should experience chastity done right…and to do that, you need a proper keyholder."
"The key…" A knot formed in the stomach. Oh shit.
He held it up in his slim fingers. “Why don’t you tell that person you loaned it from that you’ll be needing it a while longer? Once you learn how wonderful it feels to be aroused all the time for me, I think your attitude will change.”
Of course, I protested, but he said, “Well if you have a problem, just message that person and ask if they have an extra key.”
He didn’t. That was four months ago. I have only had an orgasm twice since then… but my boyfriend was right in one aspect. I’m horny and half hard all the time, which is both euphoric and miserable. I have to work harder to deserve his cock, cause I only get pleasure from him now. I miss jacking off, and I hate dripping everywhere….but then he flatters me with compliments and I hate that I love the attention. He was so proud of me when I came hands-free the first time. People ask me what I do to my skin to make it look like I’m glowing.
I keep telling myself that when he finally unlocks me for cleaning again, I’m going to tell him no, or I’ll get it cut off at the ER. I’m going to leave him and find someone normal. One day, one day, I swear….but oh god I’m so horny, when is he coming home?